I went to bed bc I couldn't stand your constant fucking with everything via your new phone -you started turning the channel and turning the tv off and on - and you actually followed me upstairs and fucked with things up here and you left the fucking dog outside barking until I finally GOT OUT OF BED AND WENT DOWNSTAIRS MYSELF TO LET THE DOG IN while you sat in bed and fucked with your stuff.  Now you are trying to pick a fight with me. Guess what? I DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT YOUR FUCKING PHONE CAN DO.  I CAME UPSTAIRS TO BE WAY FROM YOU AND YOU FUCKING FOLLOWED ME AND WHAT I REALLY WANT IS FOR YOU TO GO THE FUCK AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE.

It's been a long time

I haven't posted here in a very long time.  I actually forgot I had this blog, but the funny thing is when I went back and read the posts from several YEARS ago I feel the exact same way and you behave the same way - disrespectful, mean.  In nearly two years nothing has changed.  Two YEARS of unhappiness.  Actually a lot more than that since I was unhappy long before I ever blogged about it.

Miserable.

So your beloved daughter Ally's friend plugged up the toilet upstairs and them they proceeded to flush apparently until the water covered the floor.  You ran up there, yelled at all the kids to get towels and then came down and yelled at Symantha for not cleaning it up.  Or running fast enough with the towels.  Never mind that it was not her mess or her friends mess.  You called her a fucking bitch to me.

Now you are lecturing me about how your shitty relationship with her is my fault. 

You are such an ass I can't stand to even be in the same house with you.  I hate you.   I wish you would keel over from a giving heart attack right in front of me so I could proceed to point and laugh and hold the phone just out of your reach until you gasped your last breath.

When you lay on the couch and bark orders, being nasty and snide with everyone in the house it makes me want to stab you through the throat with a hot poker.  you are nothing but a lazy, verbally abusive jackass.

You think you are so funny, but really you are just fucking irritating.

You actually just said you "have consideration" for me.  Are you fucking delusional?

I wish there was a god who would answer my prayers.